Sometimes writing is difficult, even when I want to share my thoughts I can't find the right words to express everything I have in my mind. After last week I guess I have to change - this time it's not others that are saying this, it's me, as I know that I handled like an ass, it's stronger than me, my temper, my traits are just annihilating me. Changing like writing is a difficult task, how to achieve it? For the sake of my family and myself, change needs to happen, otherwise remaining alone and forgotten would be the other option. Blaaah!!! Nasty nasty world this is, so miserable and uncompromising.
